I hope I’m not alone on this one but when I feel hurt in my actual heart, I get this physical sting in my chest. When I describe this pain to others, not only am I met with straight horror in their eyes but they can’t imagine anyone ever being able to hurt so deep. So I’m lead to believe that I’m making this pain up. The sting doesn’t leave. Betrayal normally causes this pain for me.
My college applications are due Jan 1. And I’m officially starting them now.
The level of procrastination I have has gotten exceedingly high, I think it’s time I got some help.
It’s okay to cry on Christmas.
You still don’t owe happiness to anyone.
It’s okay to not be happy on Christmas.
Holidays aren’t miraculously healing.
In fact, they sometimes enlarge your pained emotions and voids.
You can be angry and frustrated or tired and melancholy, if that’s what you’re truly feeling.
And all of this is okay.